i`m numb and i`m missin euu l0ts! ='((

hmmm...bl0ggin...went t0 sk00l as usual...sk00l ish still the same...n0thin special happened...yuppie...after sk00l g0t meeting...hais...sad t0 see dem quarrel....we`re 0ne squad....why muz we quarrel 0ver lil`ll things...few m0re m0nths we`re g0in t0 pass up lia0s...u wan the tears tat r0w d0wn fr0m ur eyes is full 0f frddship 0r full 0f hatred and regrets....i 0f c0z will cry due t0 the frddship that i habb wibb my squadmates...

den g0 c0usell ben...haas...yu gu0 tian qing...yuppie...meetin until 4plus...rush h0me...frdd c0me my hse awhile...den went backie t0 sk00l again...c0z meetin ppl...den t0k abt thing in sk00l...den after that went t0 mall t0 makan...yyeahs...t0k abt l0ts 0f stuff...s0s0 ba...

hmmm...yuppie...after tat went h0me...yuppie...n0t the usual self...c0z didn`t realli t0k t0 euu...n0t lik the last tym we`ll j0ke ar0und and t0k k0k al0ts....maybe is due t0 tat incidient and tat msg ba...i juz nag at euu abt ahem ahem 0nli la...yyeahs...tk t00 much n0rt g00d...yyeahs...

tml after sk00l i`m stayin back in sk00l!!! yyeahs...c0z havin campcraft...budden tiz batch i habb n0 feeling...c0z i juz g0 dere see 0nli...g0nna t0 wear my campcrft t-shirt... yyeahs...=)) nth esle...tiz fri g0t training...0nli l00kin t0wards f0r my frdd instead 0f the training ba....

i miss th0se days that miie and euu habb t0gether...i miss it l0ts...
i wan the tears durin p0p and farewell party is due to the frddshipp that i d0n bear instead 0f regrets...
i wan back th0se days...but it`s juz a history...it is n0t c0ming back anym0re...
i miss euu l0ts...lesser msg and lesser t0k fr0m euu...hais...i miss euu l0ts....

((_y/ng_)) i wanna t0 be the hand y0u nid t0 h0ld and u`ll nv walk al0ne. i pr0mise (( _gerrard_ ))

. . . d0wn . . .

yuppie...hmmm...d0n kn0e whyy after ytd de incident i`m realli d0wn..t0talli...yes..it is...went t0 sk00l as usual...den less0n is as usual...is still tat b0rin...yyeahs....budden miss tan neber c0me...h0h0...shi0k...2 hrs 0f maths free peri0d...budden she gibb hmwk...wh0le clz was d0in...fiz tym see until such scene sia...wh0le clz will d0 hmwk when the teacher ish 0n mc..guai man...haas...=xXx...i 0f c0z g0t d0...den chi 0s0 free peri0d c0z triple "L" went f0r the sec 2 camp...3 hrs 0f free peri0d t0day l0..bery shi0k...hees....

den after sk00l came h0me..sh0wer lia0s jiu slp lerrs..realli v.tired....yuppie...w0ke at 0nli at 7plus...den d0 f&n...d0 until n0w...my mind map is drawn 0n the paper instead 0f the c0m...tml teacher g0nna t0 use li0n r0ar t0 r0ar at miie lerrs man...haas...d0n care...g0nna t0 slp s00n...

iya...strugglin tiz few days..depressi0n....hais...shld i say 0r shld i n0t say..n0t askin c0mments f0r mr c0w...haas...askin him f0r help...shld tell 0r shld n0t? think hard...

`i dream...

da0 dai....

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HAPPY NEW YEAR~ =)

yyeahs....already quite a few day 0f cny celebrati0n lerrs...yuppie....sae abt ytd ba...slpt at 0nli 4 plus in dm0rning and w0ke at 12plus...makan abit...sh0wer...d0 up all the stuff and went t0 fl0wer b0ii hse...yuppiie...play black jack 0ver dere...tiz year realli cann0t gamble sia...l0se....haas...den g0t makan steamb0at 0s0...and tat fl0wer b0ii`s dad is cute huh...haas....he say fl0wer b0ii kip disturb miie ytd m0rnin at 3plus ah...haas....den dey g0 tell his dad tat my didi ish my k0rk0r...duhs...yuppie...den at 4plus i went 0ver t0 my g0dma hse...yyeahs...every year 0s0 the same...ppl m0untain ppl sea...haas....g0 dere lia0s r0t awhile den g0dfather ji0 ppl t0 plae blkac jack...haas....at fiz win abt 10 plus...budden l0se...hhaas....nvm....cny 0nce a year 0nli...plae black jack wibb my g0dfather is bery funnie l0...hhaas...sh0ut wadx n0. jiu wadx n0...shi0k!!!! haas=) den 7plus m0ve back t0 fl0wer b0ii de hse....deyplae mahj0ng den after tat black jack again...neber plae...juz c0mbine bet and plae a few r0unds...n0t bad is wadx i can say...c0z win a few r0und...plae until 10 plus dey jiu g0 h0me lerrs...den left miie,fl0wer b0ii and xin de...called mummy t0 ask whether an bring dem t0 g0dma hse ma... den dey sae can...s0 went 0ver t0 g0dma hse...

0n d way dere bery funnie lo0.....miie fell d0wn...den d0 split...i was sittin d0wn dere and luff and luff lik crazy ger l0....den dey 0s0 n0 gentleman 0ne l0....juz stand dere and luff at miie 0nli...hhaas....reach g0dma hse gamble tym again...haas...tiz tym r0und again make g0dfather...all the n0. i sh0ut he 0s0 g0t it...h0h0...shi0k...play until v.high jiu shi leerrs...=)) enj0y it l0ts man...haas...den plae until 12plus...den crazy sister l0...kip make miie....sicken de sister...haas...den dens0n 0s0 dere makin mmie....den use tat drink de ting t0 fight wibb 0ne an0ther...haas...fun man....yyeahs...tat`s my saturday man...enj0y...yyeahs...h0w i wish tym can st0p sia...yyeahs...dreamin again...haas...tat`s wadx i said t0 my g0father ytd...yuppie...

tml ish valentine day...h0h0...dateless...g0nna t0 get s0me ting...yuppie...den my f0ne 00s 0ne yr lerrs...s0 fast man....tym fly real fast...hee...yeahs...end here le ba...

`i dream....
`waitin f0r ya....

(( _ fiz bl0g_ ))

haas...after s0 l0ng finalli i can use bl0gps0t le man...update f0t0s at xanga dere...budden is l0ng tym ag0 de f0t0s...is 0rietati0n de...k00l....finalli can update here lerrs....hmmm...day were as usual...ytd went f0r flag day...manage t0 get ppl t0 d0nate...budden half a b0ttle 0nli...yuppie...i did my best lerrs...after tat went t0 j8...g0t a skirt again...yupp...after tat came h0me and rest...tired after a day 0f walkin and standing ar0und....

t0day...ltr g0in f0r tuit0n lerrs....yuppie....neber g0 f0r tuiti0n f0r such a l0ng tym lia0s...s0...yuppie..muz c0ncentrate...den t0nite d0 all the hmwks...al0ts l0...see lia0s jiu sianz...yyeas....cny is r0und the c0rner...k00l man..l00kin f0rward t0 it...yes....tat`s all f0r e days....

`i dream....
`l00kin int0 the future and puttin d0wn the past....
`w0rkin hard....